May 7th (16:57)

Following through Down to the depths of the ocean Following you down Through the depths of your mind Searching for hidden corners Yet unexplored * (16:57) May 7th 2016 Advertisements

May 3rd (09:00)

Let him meet emotion Let him face torment and destruction And the looming mast of death * To find a home, let him tail and track hardened courage See it guide him to a sunset bursting with sweltering heat and drug-induced colours * Watch him from afar as he greets the ocean With ice in…

Cataclysmic Abbyss

Choking back the pain I feel Reliving the memories feels like nothing’s real * Digging deeper and deeper to find something within Never feeling like I’m gonna win Keeping messages to be able to compare The future with what once was there A feeling of weightlessness Gone for good Losing the breathlessness Guess you’re set…

Travelling back

Tonight, my thoughts will slink under the window sill and through the sharp cold of the night To float between the stars And into the old warehouse of a home we used to play in * Tonight, I will revisit what might soon be lost And we shall twirl with the hookahs Dance between the…

Let’s not act like enemies

You always look at me like you’re attempting to understand something Both curious and surprised It’s clear from your eyes That you’re fighting something inside * And I swear I’m not trying to do you in And though my intentions might not have been completely pure at first They no longer hold true Now all…

Inescapable doubts and fears

I struggle with the thought of it all being meaningless Terror-frought thoughts of not knowing who I am, who I should be and who I want to become Setting goals then realising I will never be able to achieve them Setting the bar lower still and still being confronted with the difficulty of everything gasping…

A you-shaped shadow

Only the you-shaped shadow remains Only the persistent darkness, dense and foggy Enters the door While I sleep Crooked, puzzling In its near absence Like a mystery no one can solve The shape lurks in a corner Teasing, tempting Promising what cannot be held Or owned or possessed or discovered An evil genius A dark…

New Ocean

It’s a hopeless fancy, to believe in the soothing current of another’s arms when none around you understand your need to drown into something beautiful * Yet the tickling whisper in your ears Suggests that perhaps some remnant of the past may live on And be found somewhere distant in the future That dawn may…

Amused

How adorable, That you believe you can grasp the extent of my insanity If even you can be fooled, Then how do I know the distance between myself and the barrier placed upon me? The thought of leaving you confounded with the truth amuses me Perhaps some place remains in the wilderness Where one such…

What you might be thinking

Has my smile crossed your path? I must have lost it down some long avenue And grown acquainted with this seering guilt instead * Where have the memories flown off to? I think I may have pushed the wrong lever And flushed them down the drain by mistake * Where is the passion gone? The…

Never wanting to leave

Strange how the couch lounges the same across the room Inviting us to kick off our shoes And lay relaxed upon it * How the table still stretches to the stars with the towers of hookah and beer bottles * That puppy, like a wound-up toy, That always runs straight to me, Jumping excitedly *…

A taste of the past

How difficult to hold onto one’s identity Even the smoke from my cigarette escapes from me * No use fighting the demons, They’re seered into my skin No use burning, the pain is within * And the smoke in my lungs fixes nothing Never managed to choke the beast inside That fights to run back…