My body lets me know

And my body lets me know I could have loved you for centuries Only now it’s all gone Though a part of my chest still explodes when I catch sight of you * My body remembers so clearly What once was Holds so dearly what my mind thinks of no more * And even though…

When my thoughts wander

I like to entertain the idea of fate Unchangeable destinies And the thought that two people might be meant to meet No matter what follows * I enjoy believing I survive what I do Because I was somehow meant to Rather than me stumbling Blindly through it all uselessly You see It’s somehow so much…

You had no say

You didn’t force anything I fell Because there was simply no other way Too strong a pull So no, you had no say in it Even I couldn’t change the direction Of the gravity I feel, I crashed, I missed and I hit Myself flat on the ground instead * February 19th 2016

Perhaps it’s the way

Perhaps it’s the way I turn the light off when I leave Assuming someone else will turn it back on for me * That shows that my light Will never meet another’s * Perhaps it’s the way my invisible scent Flows through the building And greets others with a smile * That makes them look…

February 18th

The Alan Watts boy and The Charles Dickens girl An accidental fall An illusory thrill * Here no more Surprising you were ever there at all Empty space no one needs to fill Although the possibilities exist I feel no need for any of them to enter the abyss * Perhaps none of this happened…

Mistress

I was the mistress, your own soul was the bar I was the water, while you were the tar I was the hope, an imaginary heart Cursory illusion that only set us further apart * (09:23) February 13th

The only victim

You fooled me It was never me, All along Never had been * And I was such a fool for feeling things you obviously didn’t Didn’t you feel the spark? Wasn’t your chest wracked by the explosion? * Perhaps I was the only victim of the fire And while I thought the connection had been…

Some other home

The intensity wasn’t enough to make you stay Now you’ve got another girl Give her a lovely twirl Before she runs ¬†away You could’ve told me To stay the f*ck away * Trying to swallow back the intense hate And need I feel to rip off her head And force-feed it down her throat *…

What I wouldn’t do

It knocks the breath out of me That there are people out there Who can see you Talk to you Look you in the eye Cross your path * And whose lips will be the next to meet yours? * (Not mine) * I would give and do so much for the chance * (You…

Nothing else

And there never was anyone Other than you In a room full of people They all melted into the walls Until you were all that was left * And in the storm full of you I could always pinpoint the light When even you were lost in your own darkness There never was anything else…

Nothing’s the same

And now every car sounds like yours And every dark-haired head looks like yours And every voice sounds like yours And every boy looks like you * While no bench looks like it did And no laugh sounds like it did And no cloud looks like it did And no song sounds like it used…

February 10th

And I don’t know if I’ve got the Strength to stay away from you Your magnet is just too strong * (17:46) February 10th 2016