Since we can’t be glass

I thought you would hurt

I expected the pain and spark

Of broken glass

I reached and anticipated the sting

But you never delivered

I’d thought you would be so different

I’d expected

Dark

And

Haunting

And

Broken

And

 In control in the darkness

But instead you’re

Gentle.

Caring.

Thoughtful.

Whole.

And I don’t know what to do since we can’t be broken glass together

Since you insist on fixing me,

Without knowing it

(Are you aware of what it is you’re doing?)

Since you’re adamant in your humanity and your spirit

Your hope

And I don’t know if I want to burn anymore

Drift anymore

Think anymore

Be anymore

*

In automatic  and for the first time in my life

It feels good

To let go and not think and not feel and move my limbs without thought

For once, it truly does feel effortless

This state of being

What are you doing to me?

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvmRCcNKdqM)

(18:12)

11/11/15

Advertisements

2 Comments Add yours

  1. a mystery says:

    I really like the feel to this one. You just captured this very unique feeling, I’m assuming it has to do with love? It’s interesting to see your bliss and mild confusion at this person, it’s very real.

    Liked by 1 person

  2. Thanks! I really enjoyed writing that poem 🙂 Yeah, I guess that must be the general feeling, though I dunno if I’ve known him long enough to call it “love”. Thank you for your feedback! (I’m hoping to see some of your new posts!) ❤

    Like

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s